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I'm gonna sleep early tonight, dead tired. MOF's officially over, did fairly well, bintan on saturday all the way to tuesday (excited ttm, gonna be so fun!!!) and JGs on 5th feb. gonna skip revisions today because my eyes can barely open now. just gonna pack my books for tomorrow and off to bed. sorry books.
MISS DADDY SO MUCH WHEN ARE YOU COMING BACKKKKKK ): im in desperate need of money also so hurry hurry come back ok! i wanna tell you so many things that i wanna you to buy over the phone but im afraid the phone will explode hahahaha. oh did i say i wanna have a new piercing sooooon. my junho's damn bloody handsome AS ALWAYS, so proud of him hohoho. (:

Junho junho junho x100000

Happy 21st Birthday Lee Junho, the love of my life. My motivation. ^^
I'm sorry that i was two hours late in wishing you bcz i was busy doing my work until now.
You're the only one who can motivate me to work for almost 12 hours straight. If its not for you, i wouldn't have completed every homework, my notes and revision. I'm willing to have only 3 hours of sleep just for you so I think you should know how much i love you already right (more than anyone else ok!!!) hahahaha. Why must you be so damn indescribable, so cute, so talented, so charming omg............ Please come to singapore with your fellow friends, just for once please?
But once again, a million times I love you ♥

It's a roller coaster ride

Reminder to self:

1) Lee Junho (LOVE OF MY LIFE) is just my motivation to study even harder and nothing more. (sorry junho sighhhhh)
2) Studying is then my boyfriend, my lover & my everything.
3) Tomorrow when day breaks it's study for the whole day until night falls and when everyone is asleep.
4) CONCENTRATE, FOCUS AND STUDY

OMG JUNHO YOU'RE DAMN........ I DONT KNOW, INDESCRIBABLE. I CAN SAY A LIST OF WORDS TILL THE HEAVENS AND IT'S NOT ENOUGH. Wl dont know what's happening to me now after rewatching 2PM's performances. am supposed to be sleeping bcz im gonna wake up early tomorrow to study. but it's 2PM people, what's sleep compared to them man hahahaha. im so contradicting i know but whatever la cannot tahan anymore how come they so omg so unbelievably hot one esp junho...................................................................... ):

Pass

Putting aside the fact that you're not someone who i've known previously, still enjoying school as much as i can. looking things at the positive side, trying not to throw tantrums and what not. plus i had the best chocolate cake ever today so yummyyyy.
sigh im choosing to act as tho i don't know anything and carry on as per normal. But if you continue being like this, how long am i able to stay this way and act like a fool? Sadly, you've changed.

I'll show you show you why

Great afternoon spent with Claire, Jamie & Emma! Tho we didn't complete anything for Jay, we had fun together. Hehehe next monday's gonna the the 2nd and last session, we MUST and WILL complete the fanmails to Jaebum & JYP company >:) Am so proud of myself bcz i've just finished my debate work after 1000 years?!?! I'm gonna study study study tomorrow again, great feeling of accomplishment whenever i look back and think about what i've done during the day. well, today i've completed my chem homework, and done up notes! Plus my debate work hehehe. tomorrow i shall do up bio notes. Bio's starting to get fun, today we did cell drawings. tho it's abit primary school (HAHAHA) it's fun with pw as my lab partner hohoho. mummy's gonna bring me shopping @ town on saturday. another shopping saturday......... at least better than nothing right! tomorrow and the rest of the days until the end of 2010 will be study study studyinggggg. O's just next year!!!! I CAN DO THIS. ^^ I will only go out during my holidays. As for now, studying will be my boyfriend until the end of o's next year. Junho for this time will be my motivation. Motivation does NOT equal to lover + boyfriend ok!!!!!!!

P.S: Bintan from 30th Jan to 3rd Feb for camp, exciting much! ^^

Hold on till it's over

I'd like to make myself believe that planet Earth turns slowly.
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams.

Fireflies- Owl City

WORK HARD

The only happy thing today is listening to 2PM's TikTok, newest single from them. From mode depression to mode calm when hearing it, thank you 2PM. you made me a (quite) happy girl for now. I love you all.
TIK TOK, THE BEST SONG BY THE BEST PEOPLE EVERRRRRRR :>

TOMORROW

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AS FOR NOW, FML

over the phone just now,

I AM IN NEED FOR NEW CLOTHES ): ): ):

me: i just realised you never do what you promised me every single time leh. like you said you'll pay the f21 things i ordered online for me when you come back but then you never even do so lor. somemore now you not in singapore already how am i supposed to pay when i dont have credit card!!!!!
d: but i made up for it and gave you money before i went off to spend you know
me: but im so busy now with school until i have no time to shop shop so isnt it the same as not even buying anything new for myself!?! you very bad you know..........
d: aiyo ok i come back next month then i go shopping with you, promise.
me: tsk you come back next month means i have to wait for one more month!!!!!! so i must wait for one month to get new clothes?!?!
d: aiyo you angry with me now i very sad (HAHAHA ALMOST WANTED TO LAUGH WHEN HE SAID THIS)
me: ya i angry now so what you gonna do to make up for it
d: ok i dont eat dinner later
me: wtf how i know you wont eat dinner later when im not even with you! whatever la idc already, you come back to sg next month im gna make you pay for all the things i wanna buy.
d: ok ok ok promise
me: BYE. (Hangs up phone)

Rule #1: Act as though you're damn pissed to your father or mother to get the things (clothes, money, etc) you desperately need.

Secksy beeetch

Pictures from yesterday and today, great fun and great company. Days from yesterday & today were really long and busy, had a hectic schedule and was always back home late. But those hours were all worth it bcz basically....... STUDENT LEADERS FTW! ^^

Ok so anyway sg poly yesterday and then trained back with nedra, eunice, sarah, shama, lynette & bernice back to school to arrange chairs + tables for today's sec one cca orientation. Sat @ macs to rest our bones before heading to school and ate alot. Bused back with eunice, reached home around 8. stayed up till 1+am to finish up the 8 cca banners really damn shagged. today was sec one's orientation, and i was up early in the morning to reach school by 730am omg...... lost all sleep!!!! it ended in the afternoon, met chanel outside school and off we went to town. bought many ribbon-y things today! my dress and a top with at least a ribbon/bow on it hohoho. chanel doesn't wanna buy me that bow ring, very sad. she said that i must control & not buy so many things per day ): ): got my voodoo doll keychain too hehehe so cutesy i like! sighhh i guess i've got to stop spending so much per day, daddy just went off and the money he gave me is already flying away.......... just online shopped and bought things again but they're really preeeetty. ok anyway tomorrow will be an all study day for me to catch up on revisions that i've missed out due to the past few busy-bee days!!!! gonna sleep now to wake up early tomorrow, goodnight & goodbaaaaiiix. Junho I luv you <3333>