Wild Hearts ♥

Hey

2010-05-17T00:22:00.001+08:00

Find me at my tumblr,

bitchdrive.tumblr.com

♥

2010-05-15T23:35:00.001+08:00

i just ranted out on my twitter page. how does twitter protect your tweets in any way? i protected mine, but why do people whom i dont follow still ask me whats happening to me. nevertheless, i really appreciate their concern, love everyone of you guys.
dont know whats happening to me now. its all in a turmoil. life suddenly sucks so much now.

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2010-05-14T22:58:00.004+08:00

Bugis & raffles place with delia, shannon, pw, ramita & pris tdy! then dinner with cca clique at t2, starbucks with yiting meow and kimk until an hour ago. im so freaking dead tired.
i've been out ever since tuesday and have been gg out almost everyday. gg out on monday with noble bb too. im shld stop gg out man. talking to noble on the phone now. making me laugh and laugh and laugh non stop. SHE SOUNDS LIKE AN AUNTY OMG.
ok i am dead tired i think im gna sleep early tonight baibai ppl.

Love drunk

2010-05-13T11:33:00.002+08:00

Peekaturez (not all) from ystd. The girls really made my day, love you all so much babes! ^^

today's a day to rest my bones, PACK MY MESSY ROOM, clear some junk, organize all my rings & accessories and hang up those polaroids. gonna be out the whole day tomorrow again. oh maaaaan. plus i spent all my money yesterday shitz. i hope my dad will be kinder to give me more money than he did for yesterday. HAHAHA. i need a freaking card la aiyo. ):

2010-05-11T00:53:00.000+08:00

Life will totally suck until 9.30am tmr. bcz it's my last paper tmr, i'm still mugging my ass off for bio. wtf is this right. fml FOR NOW. >:(

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Mind boggling

2010-04-29T23:06:00.000+08:00

Hi it's the start of mid years tmr tho it's only our english paper. I'm scared. But anyway i think studying for exams can be quite fun. aw man don't look at the negative side, be optimistic plz ha ha ha. (am trying so hard to be)
figured out chem and it's kinda fun, it isn't so bad as i thought it would be. yay me. ok gna go back to study now baibai luv you.

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bad state of health now

2010-04-24T13:54:00.004+08:00

I. WANT. TO. GET. OUT. OF. THE. HOUSE. AFTER. THE. EXAMS. PERIOD.

I. NEED. TO. SHOP. AND. PLAY.

I. DO. NOT. WANT. TO. ROT.

VERY. EXCITED. FOR. 12TH. MAY. AND. THE. DAYS. AFTER.

GOOBYE. OFF. TO. STUDY. MORE.

Don't stop can't stop

2010-04-19T23:38:00.003+08:00

I'm so gonna crash, faint and burn once i've got my hands on this by next week. then it'll be spazzing time with belinda and meow. love my boys so so so so much. ADDICTED TO WITHOUT U RIGHT NOW. bye off to do more work.

Shuckz

2010-04-12T19:45:00.000+08:00

Two words in my head right now:
- Study
- Exams

And they're giving me a mindfuck.

The rest are up on fb

2010-04-04T18:34:00.002+08:00

Listening to junho baby's voice as i type. i can just listen and listen without stopping, crazy or what. i'll post up baby j's picture up one day BIG BIG FOR ALL TO SEE.

as for now, lemme go continue listening to baby.

Never thought I'll fall in love

2010-04-03T09:37:00.006+08:00

yesterday was junho play day with meow, yiting and wan. 5 hours @ starbucks then off to town for korean food + shopping hohoho. ok i spent my money only on food which is a damn good thing k! but after thinking and thinking, i need a card. HI DADDY PLS SETTLE THIS ASAP. (:

had so much food ystd, wah can die. the 78bux of korean food were rlly worth it / plus j.co for dinner. talked alot over food and realised how time passes so fast. 3 years and still counting yozxzxz.

okay i am off to study. supposed to start TODAAAAAAY.

April's fools

2010-04-01T23:19:00.002+08:00

chanel, joanna & sharon came back to visit today mizz them all so much. promise to go out with y'all after my exams ok! oh mid years....... im not gonna bother counting the english paper which is the end of this month as an exam so myes start on 4th may ends on 12th may. this means i've got to mug like hell and sorry junho, books/studying are gonna be my lover and boyfriend for this period of time until the end of exams. you know you're my one and only but books are the priority now :/
got to wake up early tomorrow to meet the sistaaaaaaz @ 9am aiyoyoyo how to wake up so early. still contemplating to get a pair havaianas tomorrow NO IMPULSIVE BUYS PLS with crossed fingers. but at the same time, i cant wait for shopping tomorrow hehehehe (L)

I'll hold on tighter to my faith

2010-03-27T11:51:00.002+08:00

I love yiting bcz she plays along with me on matters of junho. she accepts that he's really my lover HAHAHAHA. love you la yiting. ^^

(L)

2010-03-23T23:02:00.002+08:00

Monday - hhp
Tuesday - p.e
you tell me can die or not. totally regretted gg for pe today bcz now i have aches all over.... ):
i dont think i can sleep early tonight so i shall just go do amaths and revision in awhile. words of the day: sistaaaaa and potatoh hahaha. i mizz @rribbons, when are we gg shopping againnnn????

Run devil run

2010-03-18T22:21:00.003+08:00

Debs, Kim P, Kim K, Chaniece and the rest of the graduation seniors, I'm gonna miss you guys so much. I love you truckloads. ^^

Hi when i grow up, i'm gonna go for plastic surgery. im in desperate need of one now, not joking.

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2010-03-15T14:36:00.003+08:00

happy 27th ang ang, hope you enjoyed yesterday. wo ai ni

yesterday was spent with good food good company and good music, everything nice you can think of. ate so much even tho im alrdy such a big fat fatty pui pui and yet there's not even an ounce of self-control in me. had to walk through suntec and there was a serious overload of humans. too much human air around me makes me sick but im glad i've made it thru the tornado of people. anyway i've given up doing amaths tys homework (but i've completed unit 7 and most questions from unit 2 & 4) they're too difficult. but im gonna do up ss in a while, I HAVE TO COMPLETE THEM BY TODAY.

what's the point of having so many friends around me when none of them are true? it seems like everything is gg downhill AND falling apart.

2010-03-10T22:35:00.000+08:00

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2010-03-08T18:18:00.002+08:00

hi today my hatred for amphibians has increased. i hate hate hate amphibians of all sorts and lizards included. after my encounter with that freaking huge chameleon in school this morning, i can only rmb it charging towards me so fast in the speed of light. human reaction = scream scream scream run run run. that amphibian was just...... fat + fast + huge + disgusting + everything bad ):

go away

2010-03-06T13:21:00.003+08:00

today is a

S.L.A.C.K D.A.Y

finally a day to rest my old bones. i shall do up my work later in the afternoon bcz i think i deserve to do whatever i want in the morning and early afternoon. its kinda good to have my seating buddy in class as my neighbour who's just staying above my unit. hi deepti i luv you as my good ol' buddy and neighbour, thank q for collecting hmw for me ystd. isnt it convenient for your buddy to just walk down two flight of stairs from her house to give you hmw when you're absent? hehehe <3 wo yao qu ikea bcz wo yao buy hen duo dong xi to use, anyone??????

Shitload of bull

2010-03-01T16:20:00.001+08:00

I choose to turn a deaf ear, a blind eye and ignore everything that is going on now, even tho actions from some people will hurt deeply. The world doesn't revolve around only one person. If that person leaves, the world will still go on. It'll not stop and wait for that person to return. No way.

today

2010-02-25T22:48:00.002+08:00

is the end of common tests. yay?

jay, come back please.......? fuck i hate the way things are now. i hate you.

Self discipline

2010-02-12T19:46:00.003+08:00

All i can say now is that im so disappointed in myself. feeling very bad for my dad now bcz he's been paying and paying everything for me and also giving me money whenever i ask for it. plus i went out with bernice just now and spent all my 90bux which he gave me. worse of all, i think i spent money on unnecessary things like, doing my nails........................ ok im not saying that i regretted doing my nails, but its just that things like that are not necessary and i wont die from not doing my nails right???? i could have saved the money and gave it back to my dad. sigh sigh sigh x10000. i really ought to have more sense than now. ok seriously, im gonna pay off my online shopping debts and thats it. NO MORE. THAT IS IT, NO MORE SPENDING MONEY ON ANYTHING EXCEPT FOOD AND TRANSPORT. resist temptation yozzzzz. tomorrow shall be the day when i study my ass off. common tests are just two weeks away, so fast. ok im really gonna be super extra nice to my dad from now on. (not that i was not nice to him previously, but just saying that i will be nicER to him than ever)

note: gona luv papa more than junho now.

Overtime tonight

2010-02-05T00:43:00.001+08:00

I am terribly in need of junho (my lover, boyfriend and love of my whole entire life) to give me motivation and strength again......................................

I. NEED. A. BREAK.

Camp corri 2010

2010-02-03T11:54:00.003+08:00

Together for 4 days,

we supported each other,

went through everything,

sang Bad Romance, Disturbia and many other songs,

ate all three meals of the day at the long table,

laughed, screamed and joked around,

sang our banana song,

complained like complain queens,

pushed each other's heads into the sea,

jumped into the sea during boom net,

screamed our lungs out during flying fox,

encouraged each other during the most difficult times (HILL TREK)

and most importantly, becoming more united than ever.

Not to forget, our magic vodafone schoolbus, our favourite and coolest bus in the house yo! Deep in our hearts, we all know that we're the most united class ever. Wanna thank Mrs Yip, Ms Aidah (BEST TEACHERS ANY CLASS COULD EVER HAVE), Karen, Conty & the rest of the locals who helped us out so much. Luv you guys x10000000000. I'm gonna mizz you guys so very much!

SEC 3/8'10 you guys are the best class and best people I've ever known. Y'all were really great, I'm serious. Let's make years 2010 and 2011 the best moments in secondary school okay! LOVE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU GUYS ALOT

Missing Bintan already!

xoxo ♥

Hot issue

2010-01-27T21:59:00.004+08:00

I'm gonna sleep early tonight, dead tired. MOF's officially over, did fairly well, bintan on saturday all the way to tuesday (excited ttm, gonna be so fun!!!) and JGs on 5th feb. gonna skip revisions today because my eyes can barely open now. just gonna pack my books for tomorrow and off to bed. sorry books.
MISS DADDY SO MUCH WHEN ARE YOU COMING BACKKKKKK ): im in desperate need of money also so hurry hurry come back ok! i wanna tell you so many things that i wanna you to buy over the phone but im afraid the phone will explode hahahaha. oh did i say i wanna have a new piercing sooooon. my junho's damn bloody handsome AS ALWAYS, so proud of him hohoho. (:

Junho junho junho x100000

2010-01-25T02:28:00.001+08:00

Happy 21st Birthday Lee Junho, the love of my life. My motivation. ^^
I'm sorry that i was two hours late in wishing you bcz i was busy doing my work until now.
You're the only one who can motivate me to work for almost 12 hours straight. If its not for you, i wouldn't have completed every homework, my notes and revision. I'm willing to have only 3 hours of sleep just for you so I think you should know how much i love you already right (more than anyone else ok!!!) hahahaha. Why must you be so damn indescribable, so cute, so talented, so charming omg............ Please come to singapore with your fellow friends, just for once please?
But once again, a million times I love you ♥

It's a roller coaster ride

2010-01-24T00:18:00.003+08:00

Reminder to self:

1) Lee Junho (LOVE OF MY LIFE) is just my motivation to study even harder and nothing more. (sorry junho sighhhhh)
2) Studying is then my boyfriend, my lover & my everything.
3) Tomorrow when day breaks it's study for the whole day until night falls and when everyone is asleep.
4) CONCENTRATE, FOCUS AND STUDY

OMG JUNHO YOU'RE DAMN........ I DONT KNOW, INDESCRIBABLE. I CAN SAY A LIST OF WORDS TILL THE HEAVENS AND IT'S NOT ENOUGH. Wl dont know what's happening to me now after rewatching 2PM's performances. am supposed to be sleeping bcz im gonna wake up early tomorrow to study. but it's 2PM people, what's sleep compared to them man hahahaha. im so contradicting i know but whatever la cannot tahan anymore how come they so omg so unbelievably hot one esp junho...................................................................... ):

Pass

2010-01-19T19:44:00.003+08:00

Putting aside the fact that you're not someone who i've known previously, still enjoying school as much as i can. looking things at the positive side, trying not to throw tantrums and what not. plus i had the best chocolate cake ever today so yummyyyy.
sigh im choosing to act as tho i don't know anything and carry on as per normal. But if you continue being like this, how long am i able to stay this way and act like a fool? Sadly, you've changed.

I'll show you show you why

2010-01-18T22:46:00.003+08:00

Great afternoon spent with Claire, Jamie & Emma! Tho we didn't complete anything for Jay, we had fun together. Hehehe next monday's gonna the the 2nd and last session, we MUST and WILL complete the fanmails to Jaebum & JYP company >:) Am so proud of myself bcz i've just finished my debate work after 1000 years?!?! I'm gonna study study study tomorrow again, great feeling of accomplishment whenever i look back and think about what i've done during the day. well, today i've completed my chem homework, and done up notes! Plus my debate work hehehe. tomorrow i shall do up bio notes. Bio's starting to get fun, today we did cell drawings. tho it's abit primary school (HAHAHA) it's fun with pw as my lab partner hohoho. mummy's gonna bring me shopping @ town on saturday. another shopping saturday......... at least better than nothing right! tomorrow and the rest of the days until the end of 2010 will be study study studyinggggg. O's just next year!!!! I CAN DO THIS. ^^ I will only go out during my holidays. As for now, studying will be my boyfriend until the end of o's next year. Junho for this time will be my motivation. Motivation does NOT equal to lover + boyfriend ok!!!!!!!

P.S: Bintan from 30th Jan to 3rd Feb for camp, exciting much! ^^

Hold on till it's over

2010-01-16T23:28:00.001+08:00

I'd like to make myself believe that planet Earth turns slowly.
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams.

Fireflies- Owl City

WORK HARD

2010-01-12T21:12:00.002+08:00

The only happy thing today is listening to 2PM's TikTok, newest single from them. From mode depression to mode calm when hearing it, thank you 2PM. you made me a (quite) happy girl for now. I love you all.
TIK TOK, THE BEST SONG BY THE BEST PEOPLE EVERRRRRRR :>

2010-01-11T22:37:00.000+08:00

TOMORROW

WILL

BETTER

DAY

AS FOR NOW, FML

over the phone just now,

2010-01-10T18:29:00.004+08:00

I AM IN NEED FOR NEW CLOTHES ): ): ):

me: i just realised you never do what you promised me every single time leh. like you said you'll pay the f21 things i ordered online for me when you come back but then you never even do so lor. somemore now you not in singapore already how am i supposed to pay when i dont have credit card!!!!!
d: but i made up for it and gave you money before i went off to spend you know
me: but im so busy now with school until i have no time to shop shop so isnt it the same as not even buying anything new for myself!?! you very bad you know..........
d: aiyo ok i come back next month then i go shopping with you, promise.
me: tsk you come back next month means i have to wait for one more month!!!!!! so i must wait for one month to get new clothes?!?!
d: aiyo you angry with me now i very sad (HAHAHA ALMOST WANTED TO LAUGH WHEN HE SAID THIS)
me: ya i angry now so what you gonna do to make up for it
d: ok i dont eat dinner later
me: wtf how i know you wont eat dinner later when im not even with you! whatever la idc already, you come back to sg next month im gna make you pay for all the things i wanna buy.
d: ok ok ok promise
me: BYE. (Hangs up phone)

Rule #1: Act as though you're damn pissed to your father or mother to get the things (clothes, money, etc) you desperately need.

Secksy beeetch

2010-01-09T22:39:00.014+08:00

Pictures from yesterday and today, great fun and great company. Days from yesterday & today were really long and busy, had a hectic schedule and was always back home late. But those hours were all worth it bcz basically....... STUDENT LEADERS FTW! ^^

Ok so anyway sg poly yesterday and then trained back with nedra, eunice, sarah, shama, lynette & bernice back to school to arrange chairs + tables for today's sec one cca orientation. Sat @ macs to rest our bones before heading to school and ate alot. Bused back with eunice, reached home around 8. stayed up till 1+am to finish up the 8 cca banners really damn shagged. today was sec one's orientation, and i was up early in the morning to reach school by 730am omg...... lost all sleep!!!! it ended in the afternoon, met chanel outside school and off we went to town. bought many ribbon-y things today! my dress and a top with at least a ribbon/bow on it hohoho. chanel doesn't wanna buy me that bow ring, very sad. she said that i must control & not buy so many things per day ): ): got my voodoo doll keychain too hehehe so cutesy i like! sighhh i guess i've got to stop spending so much per day, daddy just went off and the money he gave me is already flying away.......... just online shopped and bought things again but they're really preeeetty. ok anyway tomorrow will be an all study day for me to catch up on revisions that i've missed out due to the past few busy-bee days!!!! gonna sleep now to wake up early tomorrow, goodnight & goodbaaaaiiix. Junho I luv you <3333>

3RD

2010-01-05T22:48:00.002+08:00

Lee Junho you know i love you more than anyone else in the world but plz give me strength to survive thru tmr bcz im gona have a long day tmr.............. i hardly made it thru the first proper lessons of this year bcz my eyes kept closing. wl once chem started my mind alrdy shut down, how like that you tell me?! omfg so damn tired now ): ): ): but i cant sleep yet i havent prepared for tmr's cca sighhhh.
But once again, JUNHO I LUV YOU, You look fkkkkking awesome in everything esp in the pic above perfect hehehehe.

ALL STARZ

2010-01-04T16:45:00.004+08:00

First day of school was good and awesomeful for me bcz i received really nice presents esp the 2PM poster from @shiqixxx who bought it from korea for me hehehe yay. luv you shiqi, you're another angel in my eyes wooohooo. now the poster's happily sitting against my wall and all of them looking at me. sadly jaebeom isnt in the poster bcz it's the heartbeat one (NEW ONE) and junho isnt looking @ me he's looking the other direction. but its ok he's still as hot as ever and i still have wooyoung junsu nichkhun chansung and teacyeon all staring at me hehehehe. i luv the poster. plus our form teacher gave us the card above which is so pretty with the ballerinaaaaaaaa. WE ARE ALL STARS YES????? hehehe in a jolly good mood now. jolly good mood to do everything under the sun hahaha. omg papa made me laugh so hard just now bcz he showed me his picture in his younger days. SO MACHO SO HANDSOME LAAAA SERIOUSLY HOHOHO. then he ask me to compare who better looking 2PM or him hahahah so lameeee. but junho much better in my eyes of cozzz. JUNHO YOU ARE DAMN CUTE LET ME SEE YOU FOR ONCE IN REAL LIFE PLZ. I LUV YOUUUUU.
ok snapping back, im off to do something productive for the day. BOOOOKZZZZZZ.

Copy paste from my lj hahaha

2010-01-01T23:30:00.003+08:00

Ok I've mentioned in my twitter that I'll do a proper dedication post for the new year today, so I shall. Didn't do that yesterday bcz I was too lazy after hours of watching mbc gayo hahaha.

Firstly, I wanna thank my dearest Sec 2/8' 09. Y'all have been great classmates and I really enjoy all of your company. W/o you guys, lessons and school will be so boring, really. School will be nothing to me. I can't deny the fact that sometime there are disagreements among ourselves but we've managed to go through these times yes? I'll always remember the inside jokes made up by us bcz of some math teacher, can't forget that. (Do you all remember our ex-math teacher not?! Hahaha) We've managed to survive live arts lessons every tuesday, clap for us plz. In three days time, some of us will go to different classes while some will stay in the same class. But I've got many photos ono my wall to remind me of those times we've spent together. Wherever you all go, I wish you guys the best, study hard & do well in every test and exam. We're Sec 2/8 '09 and will always be, luv you guys lotz! ALL HAIL SEC 2/8 '09! ♥

Secondly, THE CLIQUE! Even though we're all gonna be in the same class next year, I still wanna thank you guys for being such funny and great friends. I'll remember those recess times when we sat outside the cafe and talked about everything under the sun, laughing so much esp! Daphne, Qq, Pw, Bernice, Annabel, Sq & Yujin, you all have been really great and w/o you guys, I don't know what will happen to school life. Esp Pw, thank you for making me laugh with your nonsense hehehe. Next year will be another fun year with you all and I look forward to it. I thank you guys for your superb friendship and I'll never forget you all. LUV YOUUUUU. ♥

Next up, Chanel, Sharon, Joanna, Amanda (Ng) & Jasmine. You all are not gonna be in SAC anymore as you all have just left this year, sighhh. But I really wanna thank you all for being yet another great bunch of friends, I really enjoy your company. I'll never forget those times when we went town and around singapore plus we all love long bus rides. Those times when we took bus number 5 from FEP all the way back to tampines are damn memorable. We can talk about everything and anything when we are together, and we love to gossip! Whenever we go out together, we'll always have a gossip session, from people in our school to people outside. Sharon, your jokes never fail to make me laugh seriously. You're damn funny. You all will be going to ITE soon, and I just wanna say, study hard and treasure the times in there ok? Hang in there no matter how hard times get and you all can just text me if you have any problems (I'll be available 24/7 just for you guys hehehe). We got to go out together soon, it has been 5000 years since we've met. Chanel, remember that we'll meet up soon after school ok!!! You guys are my best seniors I've ever had and....... I LOVE YOU ALL! ^^ ♥

Alright, now it's G! Ok I know you won't be even reading this bcz you don't even have an LJ but it's ok, you know I luv you. Anyway I wanna thank you for being a good bro to me, even though you bully me all the time, calling me crow/pig/fatty whatsoever. But you're the best bro, texting partner and KFC buddy I've had hehehe. I luv the times when we talked and laughed about many many things while eating KFC and I don't know why you like to take my cheese fries. Those times when we texted, talking about this and that are really fun. W/o you, I think life @ home will be so boring. Although we don't talk to each other over the phone until morning, it's ok bcz I'm also lazy hahaha. Whenever I'm feeling sad or whatsoever, you're always there for me, just like how I'm always there for you (HAHAHAHA). I just wanna say, a big thank you + I love you brother! ♥

Now, DOS members! W/o all of you guys, cca will be so boring. I wouldn't have learnt so many things w/o you all teaching me. I promise you I'll do my best for the upcoming MOF debate end of this month and do you guys proud. ^^ You guys have been really fun cca mates with all those joking and fooling around. No matter how hard cca gets, I'll hang in there and not complain so much hehehe. THANK YOU AND I LUV YOU GUYS LOTZ! ♥

Bella! These past consecutive days spent with you have been really fun. Really glad we've become close friends now. You're damn crazy when you're high I swear hahaha. Love the times when we talked and laughed over so many things, really memorable. ^^ HAHAHAH those times when we actually imagined that TOP was your boyfriend and Junho was mine in real life, really fun too. Promise me that you won't ever give up when times get hard ok? I'll always be there for you whenever you need help. You can text me or talk to me online, no problem! Once again, thank you and luv you lotz! ♥

To XY & Aley! Hahaha I had fun with you and Aley whenever we go out. Thank you for helping me out whenever I need help and....... for the fun I had whenever I'm with you both hahaha. So long never meet you both already! Anyway, you all have to go back to school soon right, enjoy school ok!!! Never forgetting the time when I helped you clean and paint your room hehehe. THANK YOU AND LOVE YOU BOTH ♥

Okay, Jam and Claireeeos! Really wanna thank you guys for the fun times when we had bcz of Kpop. You guys are like, my spazzing and fangirling buddies hehehe. I had fun spazzing with you all over 2PM really. I swear you all are just as crazy as me, fangirling like there's no tomorrow. Thank you for playing along with the "JUNHO IS BESIDE ME" situations (as quoted by Claire hahaha), just like how I played along with you all hehehe. Yes Claire, I'll take care of Junho of cozzz, he's very important. You take care of Taemin also ok! Jamie, have fun when FTI comes to singapore this month ok! You are a great primadonna. Anyway, KPOP FTW YES?!?! We'll continue to spazz and fangirl into the future right! HAHAHAHA JUST WANNA SAY A BIG THANK YOU TO YOU KPOP DEARIES & I LOVE YOU TWO! ♥

Finally, 2PM! Omg I'm being damn crazy here to give you guys a message but I'll feel guilty if I don't. I know you all aren't gonna read this OF COURSE but, I'm still gonna go ahead. No words can describe how talented you all are and of course no words can describe how much I love you. Congratz to you guys for winning Song of The Year, really proud of you all, you deserve it. There's no doubt that I'm really damnnnn proud to be a Hottest. I hope you all will continue to work hard and be happy always! Wooyoung, I don't know why but you look sad ever since Jay left, even when you smile you still look sad. YOUR EYES SAY IT ALL. Of course my biggest wish is to see Jay return, but we all can't do anything about this yes? We'll just cling on to any hope that he returns to 2PM asap. As your biggest fan, I would really want you guys to be happy which is the most important thing above all. Esp Junho, no words can describe how hot you are now also omfg. I don't regret loving you, EVER. Your birthday's just this month, excited hehehe. Anyway, 2PM's the hottest group, hotter than the hottest sun ok! I'm always so overwhelmed and lost for words mentioning you all. I LOVE~~~~ YOU ALL, HIGHER THAN THE HIGHEST SKIES AND TO THE HEAVENS. 2PM FOREVER! ♥

Okay, I'm done with this. Once again, HAPPY 2010 TO EVERYONE OUT THERE. I love you all too. ♥

Cake song

2009-12-28T23:09:00.003+08:00

Alvin & The Chipmunks 2 is the luv, theodore is so cute i wna bring him home right after the movie hehehe. give it 5 hearts all over bcz its just damn good go watch it no regrets.

Am so tired until i wanna die so badly........................ sadly i have to wake up early tmr bcz i have another pile of work to clear. apparently after completing all my holiday hmw, hell isnt over yet bcz i still have cca work to do sighhhhhhhh. MOF debate coming up soon = cramming in as many revelant points all before wednesday which is the next cca session = have to do everything by tomorrow ): ): ): really wa conk out anytime soon someone save me. i cant even take time off to take a look @ 2PM already la so sad. rlly need to look at them at least one time per day lor hahahaha. I MEAN THE VIDEOS OF COZZZZZZ. double sighhhh. ok im off to bed now super fkkkking tired i buay tahan anymore goodbaixz.

can you spot my boyfriend & lover????? hehehehe

SERIOUSLY

2009-12-25T23:48:00.002+08:00

I DESERVE 1000 TIGHT SLAPS RIGHT NOWWWW. >:( How can i forget that there's the X'mas Special on Music Bank today and happily go town huh huh huh?! PLUS 2PM WAS PERFORMING AND THEIR PERFORMANCE WAS JUST FREAKING FUGGING AWESOME!!!!! Omfg omfg omfg damn damn damn super disappointed in myself feeling so bad now. No i don't feel bad instead i feel rotten to the core now yes that's the right words to describe how i feel. Why am i such a greedy pig, shopping @ town can wait, i can still shop tomorrow but Music Bank waits for no man and I should've known thaaaaat! Somemore i have the cheeeeeek to come back so late at 10+ when it already ended like........ many many hours ago. HOW DID I EVER FORGET THAT THERE'S MUSIC BANK TODAY YOU TELL ME OMG OMFG FUGGGZ! i should've put 2PM on top priority and come back home early myself omg. I AM NEVER EVER STEPPING INTO TOWN ANYMORE NO TOWN NO NO NO. Shitzzzzz i still feel so angsty bad sad rotten @ myself and i rlly deserve this. WHY DID I HAVE TO FORGET HUH HUH HUH SERIOUSLY. I wanna cry my heart & eyes out already luh plus pull my hair out until botak too yes?????!!!! I should just stop being sucha greedy asshole and stop thinking about shopping anymore. BCZ OF SHOPPING, I GOT SO CARRIED AWAY AND FORGOT WHAT TIME ISIT WHICH LED ME TO MISS 2PM'S FUCKING HOT PERFORMANCE ON MUSIC BANK. watching online is not the same as watching on the telly, it's much more HD than on youtube am i right................ ): 2PM i'm so sorry i'll pay for my sins, NO MORE TOWNING ANYMORE NO NO NO. Anyone who asks me out to town, i'll scold you ah & I'm serious. >:( G still can tell me this, "LOL, don't lame lah aiyo"............................ I am sad I am angry I am depressed x10000000. Even thinking of the things i bought today doesn't even help me be happier anymore sighhhhhh. ): Why are you like this ah trina tan you really should just keeeeel yourself now you know. gonna have my eyes glued on kbs channel tomorrow & sunday bcz 2PM gave me another chance and they're gonna appear on kbs entertainment awards + i've alrdy checked the channel guide and yes they're gonna air it on sunday @ 10.50pm. they're also gonna air kbs open concert tomorrow @ 4.20pm and 2PM's gonna perform there too if i'm not wrong. but not gonna take any risks and miss any of their performances anymore so i'm gonna have my two eyes glued on the telly screen esp at these two times. if i find out i miss any one again, I'm reeeeeaaaally gonna burn myself alive ok roaaaaar!!!!!!!!!

how can i miss such a performance like that on telly today just for shopping in town....... 2PM y'all are damn awesome gr8 hot, y'all are angels in my eyes. i am sorry for missing out music bank today and i promise that wont happen ever again. junho i still luv you w all my heart okok!!

Candy candy

2009-12-25T00:37:00.002+08:00

Merry merry christmas sweet sweet christmas to all of you out there.

// Have a paris baguette xmas ok!

I love y'all lotz, wo ai ni men hen duo hen duo ^^

I LOVE YOU 2PM, FOREVER & EVER & EVER
♥♥

♥ = Junho

2009-12-24T00:20:00.007+08:00

Love that little boy who i met at the playground after school today bfre meeting bella later. he's damn cute please know how to pose somemore and he's damn happy playing the swings too! just 5 years old only and he loves pokemon hahahahaha. met bella and had macs AGAIN for mam mam wahlao so fattening nvm we go have your ban mian @ roxy square on monday ok! dont eat macs already please. played the kiap kiap machine again and she's damn pro within her 1st try she already got a toy. same for yesterday when we played also. but as for me today i tried kiaping TWO friggin times but im so lousy i failed sighhhhhhh. decided to buy the fairytale book from boarders today hehehe only paid $7.90 bcz the gift card paid the rest. very worth it// i luv it// im in luv with it esp the heart pen that can light up when i write + the cutesy planner. there's so many cutesy things in there NOT REGRETTING WHAT I BOUGHT yayyyyy ^^ wana hao lian abit and shall bring the pen + planner to school next year hahahaha. im gna stay at home for the whole day tmr and complete all the leftover homework. watch me complete them but most prolly i'll just die halfway thru. so much left to do but so little time, double sigh again ):

Lee junho please tell me why why why why are you so so so so cute.............. if only i can simply put you in my luggage and bring you back from korea that would be my best xmas present. AS IF LIFE IS SO EASY AND SIMPLE ): but whatever it is,
I ♥ Junhooooooooooo. set done deal no questions good bye.

Bo beep

2009-12-23T00:20:00.004+08:00

Today was school in the morning then out with bella choi later. hahahaha finally caught up with her after 56789 years and we had gr8 fun. parkway boarders first bcz i wna use my gift card had so many cutesy things there i wna buy cant make up my mind but a few things caught my eyes! meeting her tmr again bcz we wna go boarders hehehe. most prolly gona get my cutesy fairy set which includes stamps stickers envelops a diary a light-up heart pen all in cute cute fairy prints! so in love with it until im still thinking about them. + only got to pay $7.90 as my gift card will pay the rest. or maybe should i get the diary of amos lee and the angel diary which i wouldnt need to pay a cent...................... which one?????? shall decide tmr then. boarders have so many cute nice beautiful stuffs that's difficult to find anywhere else. spotted one hello kitty calendar which is fkkkkking exxxx ): sat at macs and talked all the way talked alot too! she can eat a hell lot srsly. upsized macs/another pckt of shaker fries/three HUGE scoops of ice cream still can tell me in the cab that you dont feel full?!?! kudos to youuuuuuuu hahahahahaha. tomorrow shall be budget day with only 20+bux to last me sighhhhh. am broke like a broken chair now and i hate it so much. hate times when i dont have money to spend feel so poor ):

mrs choi dont be sad anymore cheer up, it's not worth it over someone like that. trust me one day you'll think that you're damn silly to be like that over that person. I just want you to be hairpee happy kuai le ok ok mwahz luv you lots see you tmr again!!!! :> shall go sleep now got to wake up at 630am tmr bcz councillor's have to be there to help out for sec one's orientation. shall end with one super beautiful picture to last you for the whole night!!!!

HAVE MARKET O REAL BROWNIES EVERYDAY IT'S GOOD FOR YOUR HEALTH
hehehehe goodnight deariezzzzz!

YOU

2009-12-22T00:43:00.002+08:00

Listen to 2PM and...............
save energy save earthhhhh.
2PM FOREVER & EVER & EVER AMEN.

1+2 = ?

2009-12-21T14:20:00.005+08:00

Ok i really hate math of all sorts especially holiday online hmw. I GIVE UP DOING THE WORK ALREADY. spent the whole morning completing the gazillion sums which were given online and im now left with the last 6 hardest most difficult questions which im not gona bother doing. ok cant say i dont care, in fact i tried but all my answers're wrong!!!!!!! plus they wont even allow me to move on until i have a minimum score of 80 what is this?! just 6 more questions and im done with maths but even so i still have another pile of work to do sighhhhhhhhhh, someone kill me NOW ): trying to complete the holiday hmw by today (dont wna drag it on and on) but it seems quite impossible, double sigh again...................... I HATE YOU ALGEBRA I WNA HUNT YOU DOWN, KICK YOU PUNCH YOU KILL YOU BURN YOU >:( i so so so so wanna go shopping/have a food feast/play the trollies @ the airport/ towning badly but i dont think i have time anymore thanks to you holiday homework!!! I WANA GO SHOPPINGGGGGGGG ): i just ordered 7 items online yesterday night not really enough bcz there's so many preeeetty things i wna get. shall wait for daddy to come back patiently so i have the means of purchasing those preeeeetty items! hehehehe thats the good thing finally. ok gona go back to the homework now it suxxxxx until i can just keeeeeel myself i have no life someone save me.

I LOVE JUNHO

2009-12-21T00:27:00.003+08:00

Back from hk & macau! was actually back at midnight but i was too lazy to update this space. pictures are gonna be up pretty soon. posted some pretty ones up on my lj already but too bad it's locked hahahaha. the babies there are all over-fed seriously but wo xi huan so cutesy cute please ^^ councillors meeting on tuesday + sec one orientation on wednesday + maths english chinese holiday hmw + time for gossip gang + catching up w G = busy me until school reopens!!!!! woke up at an ungodly hour @ 2+pm today (2PM HAHAHAHAHA) yet again really angry that i let myself wake up so late, not an once of self-control at all. but its kinda excusable bcz im really so bloody shagged tired exhausted ): xmas is coming, what do you want for xmas???? i would really want 2pm, all of them even jay. it would be the gr8est present for me if he comes back. it would be super awesome great if i have junho i want him the most also. ok i swear im nutz but idc. but seriously junho's damn cute, the cutest among the rest. ok maybe all are cute/hot but still he's an angel in my eyes hehehehe. (+he's only 19!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) cant wait for daddy to come back on the 30th to bring me for shopping at f21 @ 313/ gona help me pay my huge debts for me/ give me more moolah! daddy & 2pm are the besssst :D note to self: use my $20 borders gift card for back to school items soonzzzzzzzz

Every night, I wish on bended knees that you will be my everything forever.

Miss miss miss

2009-12-15T00:31:00.003+08:00

Am leaving for hk when y'all are still sleeping like boars early in the morning, have to be @ the airport when dawn breaks. thank you G for being super nice to me in your texts. you're the best brother i had and will always be in my eyes. take care and i'll see you soon when im back then we shall have our kfc feast ok!!!!! love you to the heavens ^^
chanel thank you too, cant wait to see the chunky ring you bought for me from bangkok. i'll cancel all upcoming plans to spend time w you and the gang for xmas and new year's eve. will be as busy as a bee once im back with the piling work and busy schedules. havent done an once of the holidays hmw yet but i promised myself to complete it within a week. shall not dissapoint myself and go back to my word. /// longchamp le pliage, rings, clothes and shoes will all be brought back by me/// hardcore shopping till i drop/ cant wait can you feel the excitement baby// watched 2pm's performance this evening on music bank which is motherfucking awesomeful!!!!!!
ok have a good week ahead, will be back with the next post when im back! mizz me (:

Don't forget

2009-12-13T00:03:00.002+08:00

2PM hottest's heart damage- Park Jaebeom
: come back and sing Heartbeat with the rest when you're ready, okay?
The hottests are never tired of waiting ♥

Daze

2009-12-12T11:58:00.000+08:00

Im freezing cold now
I feel like im @ the igloo in the antartica
Im surrounded by a bunch of horrible terrible kids
Im seeing and hearing 2pm whereever i go
paopao cha is gr8 during hot and windy days like today
waiting for food = worst as tho im in africa facing a food femine
i love 2pm//////// 2pm forever!!!!!!

2PM BABY

2009-12-12T01:27:00.003+08:00

I would build a mini home for myself at their hotel lobby if they come again next year or anytime soon. Just one more time, please please please? since i already got my wish that ft island's already in singapore, can it be 2PM soon? they came to singapore last year but wrong timing! so...... please please I would rly wana see them. i wld go straight home from school everyday + do every good thing you can imagine if they rly come and i get to see them face to face i promise. do you know how excited they made me when i was looking through their gallery really oh so freaking hot please. dreamt of them last night i swear save me.

it would be good if these 3 can smile @ me IF they rly come to singapore i will go wild and cry *sizzle meltz

SNAPPING BACK TO REALITY, i went to chinatown today and guess what. it really is a CHINA town hahahahha. that place doesnt feel like singapore/ feels like china + taiwan + genting. full of people all over the world/ china + angmohs + koreans + all sorts. people there dont seem to have the knowledge of walking properly/ kept on stepping on the SAME foot of MINE/ why me >:(
hongkong on the 15th can you feel the excitement baby. ok i had the wildest imagination that im gna be in the same plane with 2PM what bullshit crap hahaha. things to do tomorrow; after my class in the morning, buy my lip balm, repaint my nails which has chipping nail polish currently, exchange my singapore dollarz to hongkong moolah and plan what im gona wear & bring to hongkong.

Snowballs

2009-12-09T11:34:00.002+08:00

Went to giant a few days ago and bought it just for the box not for the gummies inside hahaha. wanted to buy the other one with the locket but the hello kitty designed on the tin looked so fake so didnt buy it. so cute please, do you like it???

decided not to buy pink corby anymore bcz papa says he's gna get me the iphone instead. but honestly, come to think of it, my e71 is still in a perfect condition and it's just 6 months old........ it's kinda stupid to change phone so soon right. so sad papa's flying off tomorrow but he's gna give me more money before he goes off bcz i didnt want the corby anymore yay.

im @ 2pm-online now and i rly think that.................... junho chansung nichkhun all of them are motherfucking hot shitz.

Who wanna get drunk

2009-12-06T01:30:00.003+08:00

Mentioned that i really wanted to get a samsung corby in pink a few days ago so i went to ask papa but he said he could only get one for me early next year. just now i sent an email of my xmas wishlist (which included the poster, CORBY plus many others) to papa who was just downstairs bcz i'm too lazy to walk down the stairs hahahaha. this's called making use of technology people. and guess what he replied he'll get me the pink corby omg omg omg flying to the moon alrdy two thumbs up! he replied the email when i was just sitting beside him that time la so cute hahaha. but i must return my e71 kinda reluctant ): contemplating if i shld get corby now bcz i'll be sad if no e71's beside me.... should i get corby????? i like it in pink really.

Patron Tequila

2009-12-04T22:08:00.007+08:00

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY CHANEL

Town with her today = the bombx. first lunch with her mum and uncle at plaza mall then after that plaza sing. went to daiso and got my itouch cover for a gr8 buy @ only 2bux!!!!! town ourselves later on and heeren first! got 2PM's album from hmv already omg luv that the best bcz the album looks so clean and polished + the pictures of them are just so hot + the pages are so shiny. hmv's moving out of heeren alrdy only left the 1st floor and lucky me they're still bringing in new releases. far east next and got many things from there. had a ring spree and bought 2 rings plus another shirt from the same shop. i think that shop's gona be the one which i buy the most things from and the saleswoman's so nice gave me discount for everything. wanted to get one more ring from there but decided not to bcz i was almost pokai ):

but nvm shall go on a ring spree again at the same shop when i town again next week. chanel can be my shopping partner alrdy and she's so nice follow me around the whole far east PATIENTLY w/o complaining. thank you chanel i'll buy you a mickey mouse when i go hongkong on the 15th! only had starbucks for the whole afternoon and now im very hungry. proud of myself today, did some self-control and not spend till the last dollar. thought i brought out very little money out today but came home with 4bux! so spent $106 today. ok come to think of it........ i still spent quite alot. but still happy, controlled myself and not buy that pair of shoes which i fell in luv with at first sight. chanel kept on telling me, "NO NO NO MORE BUYING ALREADY" hahahahaha

but i still think im gona get that pair next week with all my rings :D

the best buy today:

am really happy with it so exciting whenever i open the album to see the pictures
spazz spazz faint.

oh did i mention, chanel and the rest went to PLAY ystd when they're not even 18 plus pictures proved that they all had so much fun. really jealous....... but but but on the 24th they're most prolly going in again and THEY ARE GONA BRING ME :D if the bouncer believed chanel is 18 i confirm also can go in also double yay. ok i know its wrong but its once in a lifetime. dont think i can wait for another 4 more years..

Popcorn

2009-12-03T16:54:00.003+08:00

Had macs + shaker fries for lunch in my room while watching the last episode of idol army. Super awesome!!!! Shaker fries are so yumz please..... talking to aunty isabella choi online now. we havent been talking for over a year due to misunderstandings, unbelievable right. but now im glad we're back on talking terms again. having alot of fun talking to aunty choi now. she and her stories make me excited only hahahaha

wl she can become storyteller already, her stories're so....... goddamn funny.

im kinda sad and happy that im already at the last ep of idol army. kinda sad bcz idol army is such an awesome show really funny goofy and everything nice, kinda happy at the same time bcz i can watch other videos of 2PM. it had made me laugh during the darkest hours of my life hahahaha. honestly i dont know what to watch anymore. my itouch is currently containing a total of 261 pictures of them. cant help spazzing @ those faces. decided to make a change and like manly boys for the new year instead of pretty boys (:

yesterday late into the night i specially went to watch the blue dragon film awards on telly bcz i know they're performing. waited for over an hour which was so boring, all the stars attending were way too polite plus i didnt know what they were talking about but all was worthwhile. no words can describe how happy i was and how hot were they, was almost in tears. simply hate it for allowing myself to be this way. uncontrollable ): ): ):

fug cant believe my eyes now jaebum received 70GB of porn as a prize for being the top in idol army wtf?! and all of them members can still be so happy omg perverts. but who cares still very cute i like okay gonna go out now good day people :D

2009-12-02T01:44:00.000+08:00

Trina T. says:
inside me, im boiling
ϟ[CONSTANTINE]-/™; cigarettes & valentines♥ says:
chilll
ahya this type of ppl dont waste your time
major turn off
dressing sense also got problem
only 14 but dress like 41 -.-
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
Trina T. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA OMG

Chanel makes me laugh even tho im fucking angry.

@

2009-12-01T02:02:00.004+08:00

In the dark now.

i shall leave ep 15 of idol show tomorrow bcz town with maxine is cancelled.

instead town is gona be on friday which is much better.
no supper tonight @ pasir ris, what a relief. have a feeling there's gona be one tomorrow sigh.

tomorrow shall be a day where i do everything at home. am gona rewrite the letter for chanel bcz i dont think the one i posted (a few days ago) has been sent to her. partly my fault bcz i simply glued a used stamp onto the envelope. guess its not permitted. therefore, gna write another nice letter for her, with a BRAND NEW stamp on it. shall be childish and paste stickers of barney on the letter too (: (: (:

++

2009-11-30T01:36:00.004+08:00

Ok i know im slow, but idc still wna say this. Park Jaebeom/Jaebum, come back to korea, please? whatever he wrote happened like, 4 years ago. hello, year 2005 isnt it 4 freaking years ago? it's so history, i was still in primary school. didnt know people can overreact so much over such trivial matters. ok i know he somehow called his own country gay and all that (which is not that trivial anymore) but, take that he was not sensible enough to think for himself and give him one more chance la. ask him come back to 2PM leh. he's actually kinda poor thing know... they all shouldnt do this to him right, like wth only. 've been watching idol army, wild bunny and alot more then i realised he's quite a funny guy. cutesy too. thats why you all shouldnt do this to him. spare a thought for him la. i heart pain for him seriously. POOR THING :'(

Gimme the light

2009-11-28T17:23:00.002+08:00

it's a cloudy day today. the sky is grey and it's a perfect day to head to my bed with my smelly pillow and sheets. i've been listening to all night long and gimme the light by 2pm ten times a day. plus i've been fangirling with @Meowping into late nights. life is good.

A*

2009-11-24T23:45:00.007+08:00

Really fun times spent w aley and xy today! was maid maria and painter of the day. went over to xy's place in the afternoon and first helped her clean up her room, shift her bed and table. she is "living among garbage". got this from one of her sec 2 worksheets. hahaha. her room is so messy, see alrdy can faint. fetched aley and off we went to the salon bcause they wna cut their hair. the hairdresser = gay super funny guy. we three did smth ahlian, we went to put extensions on our hair. blonde for xy and blue for aley & me. hahahaha. but its nice, we like it. went back to her house and continued working on her room. her maid helped us cook lunch, which was super good spicy noodles and chicken wings. especially the chicken wings, everytime go her house her maid will cook, damn nice. wo hen xi huan, even da pao back home some ok!!! spicy noodles was just SPICY and xy can even help us cut chillies and put into our food. drawing and painting her wall was the bomb and it was really productive. love the outcome of it please lor. xiner, when you look at your wall must always think of me and aley plus all the hardwork we put inside ok! really proud of myself because tho i hate art alot i put in alot of effort to paint her wall. ^^
deedee was a really sweet dog today, it seems to luv me alot. yay. town after that and went centrepoint bcuz xy wanted to pass smth to leen. i had to reach home by 9pm (which sux alot), so they sent me to the taxi stand and i took a cab home. so all in all, i went town with them for arnd 45 mins. im sucha joker man. hahaha. but............... TODAY IS A GREAT DAY.

of coz

2009-11-23T02:50:00.004+08:00

i am trying out the MANY fonts.

FAT CAT

2009-11-23T02:02:00.004+08:00

talking to chanel on the phone now, she's a vulgar pig hahaha.

keep on saying basket basket basket.

tsk so annoying. but proud of her because.......

she finally got over someone after 1000 years.

ok she's really annoying the shit out of me.

STOP SAYING BASKET LA.

+ she's damn vulgar la, she just said something unholy into my ears.

gonna go out with her soon maybe next week?

we were damn bored over the phone just now and we didnt know what we were talking about but whatever la.

i was complaining to her about someone who made me really mad. i really feel like setting her face on fire and burn her to hell. >:(

oh did i say, i just found a new hottie. feel really bad towards hongki now..............

Rest in peace

2009-11-20T23:26:00.002+08:00

Goodbye Daul Kim. such a pretty face and a talent, but a sad life. my favourite from her blog:

i danced all night

i sold my soul

i sang a song

killed everyone

i realized space

i abandoned love

i bought blood

i hid my tears

please come back soon papa

2009-11-20T01:18:00.003+08:00

School @ 8 tomorrow. ):

hope i can have a dinner date after, that would be gr8.

i miss my papa suddenly, want him to bring me go shop shop and talk about my future husband when he comes back!

shall dream about my boyfriend + chicky wingz tonight.
p.s i wanna buy more rings!!!

Rah rah ah ah ah

2009-11-19T17:58:00.002+08:00

When it's raining, it makes it so inconvenient for me to go out because im damn scared to fall down. ): but whatever it is, im going out now. been watching IRIS and stopped at ep 8. shall come back and continue watching until whatever ep i can. omfg its so damn thrilling. oh not to forget you're beautiful too. cant wait for tomorrow!!!!!!
have you heard bad romance by lady gaga? awesome isnt it?!?!!?!?

Camp

2009-11-18T21:31:00.004+08:00

Camp was fun, just came back early this morning but i slept until this evening. all i know is that i was damn tired in the cab on my way home. yesterday night was spent in the freezer where it was cold like anything. no matter how tightly i zip myself up in the sleeping bag, i was freezing under. but the strange thing was that i slept before annabel and bern. i was sharing my itouch with bern and after the second song was played, i was already sleeping. and even tho i told them i would wake them up @ 6 in the morning, i didn't. in the end it was annabel who woke me up. i still can ask them if i can sleep somemore. this = PIG. hahaha.

tmr i shall order macs for lunch and watch ep 13 at the same time. yay. i like my wallpaper on the phone, hongki looks so hot. :D later it shall be tea in the kitchen. goodbye.

Uploaded on fb

2009-11-16T00:02:00.004+08:00

Really good times spent with cousins tonight @ upp thomson road. Hooked restaurant for dinner then Cheeky Chocolate for desert. food was like really awesome + chocolate crepe was fab. andrea and i love our bears. (hers is cupcake mine is banana) thanks alot for the build a bear, i love banana and you all too! oh as the title says it all, all the pictures are uploaded on fb. today's such a good day, really love it. and we took very nice pictures today too. (: oh and mummy said that we're prolly gg hongkong & macau. wanna go korea actually, but........ it's ok ok ok! hahaha. i was looking thru the pictures in my itouch and i suddenly realised that i dont think i will stop liking hongki. he's too damn bloody handsome pretty hot to stop. amanda & i cant wait for episode 13 to come out. thursday please come soon.

How are you?

2009-11-14T19:24:00.002+08:00

when they come to singapore on 12th dec next month, please let me have the chance to see them in real life. anywhere will do, be it in town or the toilet or along the road in the car. ANYWHERE, just ONCE, i'll be fucking elated. best is that i see my hongki first la. i missed the chance when they came in july plus im not going for the korean festival too. ): if i really can see them next month, i promise i'll not eat like one pig for the year 2010 and im gg to repent on my many sins. please please please, just let me see them ONE time. my heart's beating very damn fast and im being some really despo kid right here now, can you feel it?! ok i dont care if you don't but............ TOLONG LA OK!!!!!!

Burfday

2009-11-13T23:32:00.003+08:00

Early happy 14th birthday to you, Shiqi. We've been classmates ever since primary five how cool is that, (:
Just came back from the party, and all i can say it that it was a hell lot of fun. plus i think i ate the most but cannot help it because the food are all so good. especially the wings omg, this means diet asap. when i say i ate alot it really means ALOT ok. like when the rest stoppped already, i was the only one down there still working on my food. oh the rest of the pictures are uploaded on fb. EPISODE 12 CAN FINALLY OPEN UP YAY. ok off to watch the very exciting episode now. goodbye i luv you all.

21st Dec 2012

2009-11-12T17:42:00.004+08:00

THE BEST OK. (:

Go watch it, really worth your money. lucky i never wear eyeliner today because i cried four times during the movie. plus it makes my heart beat so damn bloody fast ok. but do you think the world's really gona end in 3 years time? i dont wanna die so young, (im just 17 yrs old) not the age to die because im only allowed nc16 movies, not m18 or r21. at least wait for me to be 22 years old la, then i can do all things legal before i die. plus i dont wish to die in such a horrible terrible way. IN A BOLT OF FIRE?! ): had starbucks with chanel on such a windy and drizzling day and i like it. first cup of bucks in this week! came back early because i have to go out again later but i just finished watching episode 11 of you're beautiful like finally. hahahaha.

cannot wait for tomorrow's episode omg omg omg. so thrilling exciting and everything niceeeee. dont know how many times i repeated this alr but............ Jgs & hongki are worth to die for.

MY DREAM

2009-11-12T00:15:00.006+08:00

killer home

killer shoes (I want the black one, it looks good.)

LOVER
(how in the world can someone be so perfect & good looking..........)

if life was that good, it would be gr8. when i turn 21, i would move out, get a house and renovate it to look like the one above. i want it, especially the staircase. hopefully papa will fund me. ^^

i would get my 1st cup of starbucks for this week. I NEED STARBUCKS. Period.

2009-11-11T18:14:00.002+08:00

F-ING HATE U TO THE CORE NOW. SERIOUSLY. I FEEL THAT I SHOULD BE A TOP SECRET ASSASSIN SO THT I CAN KILL U WITH MY BARE HANDS W/O BEING FOUND OUT.

(am super inspired by IRIS)

supposed to be happy today one bcoz my long awaited episode 11 of you're beautiful is finally gonna be shown on telly in korea, which means it will be uploaded on mysoju either on today or tomorrow. this equals to the very hot jgs and cute hongki after what it seems to be 1000 yrs of not watching them to me. nevermind shall do some proper breathing methods to calm myself down first. i've been watching iris to pass time and it's kind of thrilling and inspiring tho it makes me have the wildest imagination of all times. ok i've switched to drinking hot chokolat to drinking coffee and tea for the time being. because im so mad right now, i realised they both keep me really calm. i've been staying @ home for the past few days and its killing me bad. but heng im gg out tomorrow friday night saturday and sunday. so its ok ok ok ok!!!! i really hope i see that effing person so i can just go up to her face and slaaaaaaaaaaaap her. >:(

I luv pretty boys

2009-11-10T02:01:00.003+08:00

oh im so hungry after watching videos on youtube. feel like having hot choc plus some other nice nice food. im like thinking if i should go down 7-11 now to get my raisin bread not leh......... nvm shall watch more videos about jgs now before deciding.
i dont think i can sleep because i already had 4 hours of sleep earlier just nowwwwww. this shows that i have poor time management. hahahaa.

2009-11-09T16:32:00.002+08:00

with this weather like that, i can go on sleeping and sleeping. EPISODE 11 YOU BETTER COME OUT SOON. i finished developing the photos already and they came out good. should i go down to popular to get more papers, markers and stickers??? im so lazy.......

2009-11-08T22:38:00.002+08:00

I SHOULD BE @ CHANEL'S 16TH PARTY NOW BUT MY STOMACH'S KILLING ME DAMN BAD...............
i think im having stomach cancer, either that or gastric. ok the pain's coming back again. i hate it la. fucking pain ok? taken so many painkillers & its all bullshit, never even help the pain subside. wl the pain's damn bad now. shit shit. just now the pain was so bad until i couldnt stand up and open my eyes. even thinking of jgs and hongki dont help. PLUS BREAKING OUT IN COLD SWEAT SUX CAN.
im so sorry chanel. i'll make it up to you next week if you're free. im really damn sorry, blame it on my stupid stomach. i will treat you to starbucks in the largest size, how many you want i treat you la ok ok ok ok ok???? i feel very baaaaaad. ): so sorry ah chanel. but on your actual birthday you'll get the nicest nicest present from me so dont worry. my stomach's fucking pain until i dont think i'll be able to watch episode ten anymore. I HATE WHTV'S IN MY STOMACH WHICH IS CAUSING THE PAIN NOW. Shit ass u.

Days like these

2009-11-08T00:06:00.004+08:00

Gud day today tho my tummy was killing me, pain like anything...... i feel like having hot chocolate now. wireless now suddenly so screwed and i cant even watch the very hot jgs and cute hongki. shall leave them for tomorrow, watched until episode 9 part 5 out of 7 already. left with episode 10 and 2 more parts of 9. yayyy. i hate pumpkin face, she's such a spoilerrrrr. >:(
i just realised that there're so many many questions about me on social interview. my whole fb profile's filled with them for the friends to answer. hahaha.
sigh papa's going off tomorrow morning when im sleeping like some pig. shall try my best to wake up and send him off. he made me very happy when he came back this time round wo xi huan. :D

Hairpee

2009-11-06T23:32:00.004+08:00

Happy 14th birthday to me, today was just so awesome. buffet lunch @ changi village hotel with the 14 who i invited. most of The Gang couldn't make it because they have cca. but at least yujin shiqi praizel & amanda hogan came. food was not bad ate until so full. i must stop eating so much now. walau, Gossip Gang's the best. made me really really happy with the present they all HANDMADE for me. love them the most la. but..... i equally love everyone who was there today, really made my day. thank you thank you thank you! :D
town after that with the Gossip Gang. before that we landed in kallang and had to take cab there, long long story. hahaha. Actually wanted to watch jennifer's body, but went walking around town instead. thou i only bought two tops, one from cotton on and another from ohsofickle, i still love today. we agreed that when Gossip Gang turn 18 in two years time and I turn 16, we shall go clubbing together. dinner at kfc with G, talked alot as usual. treated her to dinner ok! at first she forgot today was my birthday but after that she sent me one text which is damn sweet when we got home. Love you alot la, brotherrr.^^
so in conclusion, i walked around almost the whole of singapore. changi, tampines, kallang, town and bedok. but it was nothing but fun fun fun, i like. tomorrow's gona be a better day. i can do some proper shopping at flea fugitives tomorrow @ homeclub, with cheap buys. pictures are all uploaded on fb anyway. (:

Thank you for all your wishes and presents.

It was really sweet of you guys to remember my brithday,

really overwhelming. Can't describe how happy I feel now.

W/o you all, 6th nov wouldnt be such a happy day.

Love y'all truckloads!

Ok but i really cannot describe how awesome it was today. tomorrow will be the best. cant wait for fleaaaaa. now i shall continue watching my hot jgs and cute hongki in the very nice drama. episode 9 uploaded already!!!!

Hot ass shit

2009-11-05T15:39:00.002+08:00

Aiyoyoyoyoyo i must stop. STOP MYSELF FROM WATCHING EPISODE 6. i must leave episodes 6 7 and 8 for tonight and tomorrow. im really so tempted to watch them, so thrilled and excited to see jgs and hongki's faces.
im so disappointed in myself because when my phone rang yesterday, i didn't bother to answer and left it ringing and ringing. plus i didnt reply my texts so fast anymore. JUST BECAUSE I WAS SO HOOKED ONTO WATCHING EPISODE 5. i even went to download the whole ost. but can someone tell me why is jgs so hot? i shall go take a bath and nap soon, to make my heart steadier. now i can feel my heart beating so fast and hard because i just finished watching the last part of episode five with jgs being hotter than ever, hongki cuter than ever and episode six's trailer is just so exciting. i must tell myself not to give into temptation and start watching episode 6. i treated my room as an all purpose room because i went to dabao my lunch back home and ate carrot cake plus drank my paopao cha in front of my laptop while watching the last part of episode five. papa was so shocked hahahaha.
tomorrow's my birthday, so fast. papa gave me my present this morning which is extra cold hard cash. gonna use that for tomorrow's shopping with the rest. hahaha im a happy kid. tonight im gona paint my nails and decide what to wear. i still dont know what colour should i paint my nails and what should i wear. oh goodness golly.
ok shall fret about these later tonight. shall go bathe now because i feel so dirty....... Have a good day like meeee! :D

Super

2009-11-04T22:50:00.003+08:00

It started out from being so bored at home with nothing to do so i decided to watch this. then now i keep on watching and watching without stopping. omg this show's super ok! hongki and jgs all very hot!! my heart keep on melting when they appear, esp jgs. omg omg fug la i promised myself not to fall into kpop and i was almost there but now see la, what happened?! but cannot deny that it's damn good and funny so its worth the turn-back, hahaha. the way hongki says "a tsunami of pig poop water" in korean is so damn hilarious, make me laugh non-stop only. walau he's so cute plus funny in the show la please. and...... Jgs is nothing but hot hot hot. i like. he's like, boomz! :D
today was nothing but food, cca, you're beautiful drama, more food, more drama. what a lazy day. i finished watching five episodes already. so far there are eight uploaded on mysoju. gonna keep the rest for me to watch tomorrow if not i have nothing to do. i must resist watching the other three no matter what! i can do it heh. >:)
excited for friday my birthday yayyyy. im finally turning like..... 14. (so pathetic) HAHAHA.

Billie Jean

2009-11-03T21:51:00.005+08:00

School wasn't as bad i thought. tho i was very sleepy earlier in the morning & was on the verge of dying, activities made me more awake. plus bernice helped me make kopi during all the tea time and lunch. in total had 3 cups of kopi which obviously helped me stay awake. i also help her make teh ok! conclusion we helped each other pao kopi plus teh. hehehe. in fact today was fun, we made our dream school design. ok la, kinda lame. but........... it was cool ok!!!!
i kinda wana have hot choc now. i don't care already, gonna make myself one cup later on. looking forward to this week. friday saturday sunday all three days in a row. got so many events on. my birthday party town dinner with G flea fugitives chanel's birthday chalet. lagi best, still can dress up for her birthday. very excited. are you excited for this november?
oh man i just realised that i've yet to develop my films. ok i think im gonna do that after all the exciting activites are over. so which means, i'll develop all the films together!
i pray hard that tomorrow's cca is gonna be slack. i hope hope hope, just for tomorrow, please?

Luv Love Lurf

2009-11-02T22:15:00.001+08:00

Haaaaaaaai blogger, welcome me back again. Prolly gonna use them only for public posts because my LJ's for locked posts, decided to publicise parts of my life. (:
i've got school tomorrow...... Sian x1240291. Being some kanchiong kid just now because i didn't know where to go tomorrow, but Bernice saved my life. ^^
Feel like having hot chokolat now but must resist. thank god for the malaysia trip if not i wouldn't have found the right hot choc. yay me yay everyone. boo tomorrow.